Why Should I Worry Now

26Feb08

Latest news: I am not studying anymore. I didn’t find what I really like. I’ll be working in a Quiznos Sub restaurant for now on, until I find what I am meant to do.Here is the list of all the study courses I seriously considered:

Veterinarian
Marketing
Administration
Comptability
Translation
Interior Designer
Photography
Forest Ranger
Specialized teacher
Cabinet-making
Artisan

The crossed-out are these that I am not seriously thinking about anymore.

Well, believe it or not, I do know what I deeply desire for my future. I want to be a wife, a mother, and make this my full time job! I want a zillion children! But you know, I’m just eighteen!! I’m a teen!! It’s horrible! Who knows if I won’t get married only when I will be like 48, and that I will never have children!
This is why I want to “get” myself a career. I don’t want to be a lazy bum living at my parent’s house until I get married! Who would marry a girl like that anyway?

But what really matters is what He wants. I cannot do anything good by my own strenght, because I gave my life to Jesus-Christ, and it is not me who live, it is Him who lives in me.

Galatians 2:20
I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.

And God tells me NOT to worry! He is in control of my life, if I completely hand it over to Him. But am I really trusting Him in every aspect of my life? I’d like to say yes! But if I look well, I’ll see how selfish and
swelled I am. I am so weak, God is my only strenght.

Do Not Worry

Matthew 6
25Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?

28And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Why should I worry now, God is taking care of me, of my worries, of everything. He has a perfect and amazing plan for my life and I just want it to happen.

2 Corinthians 12:10
That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

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