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Why Should I Worry Now
Latest news: I am not studying anymore. I didn’t find what I really like. I’ll be working in a Quiznos Sub restaurant for now on, until I find what I am meant to do.Here is the list of all the study courses I seriously considered:
Veterinarian
Marketing
Administration
Comptability
Translation
Interior Designer
Photography
Forest Ranger
Specialized teacher
Cabinet-making
Artisan
The crossed-out are these that I am not seriously thinking about anymore.
Well, believe it or not, I do know what I deeply desire for my future. I want to be a wife, a mother, and make this my full time job! I want a zillion children! But you know, I’m just eighteen!! I’m a teen!! It’s horrible! Who knows if I won’t get married only when I will be like 48, and that I will never have children!
This is why I want to “get” myself a career. I don’t want to be a lazy bum living at my parent’s house until I get married! Who would marry a girl like that anyway?
But what really matters is what He wants. I cannot do anything good by my own strenght, because I gave my life to Jesus-Christ, and it is not me who live, it is Him who lives in me.
Galatians 2:20
I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
And God tells me NOT to worry! He is in control of my life, if I completely hand it over to Him. But am I really trusting Him in every aspect of my life? I’d like to say yes! But if I look well, I’ll see how selfish and
swelled I am. I am so weak, God is my only strenght.
Do Not Worry
Matthew 6
25Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
28And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
Why should I worry now, God is taking care of me, of my worries, of everything. He has a perfect and amazing plan for my life and I just want it to happen.
2 Corinthians 12:10
That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
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These days I feel lonely…
These days I feel lonely.And why do I want to say that on my blog ? I like to express myself by writing, it’s a relief or I don’t know how to call it. I guess I just like to express myself. Just saying that helps me a lot actually.
I feel so lonely. I feel I have no one to really talk to. You know, that special one with whom you can share anything which is on your heart, difficulties or joy. Maybe only the feel to be loved by someone you also love tremendously… it is so amazing. I need that feeling, I’m falling apart without that feeling…
And why do I complain now ? I have everything, and I already have a very special friend who is always there for me, who loves me so much, He died for me once (John 3:16), He saved me from death about 2,000 years ago. It is not so far from today. He still listen to me now, He is so attentive, loving, He’s amazing. He relieved me from my pain earlier this day. Could anyone else than Him do this to me? Tell me, oh yes tell me. I know I have the most perfect and powerful friend as my God and Savior. He is always there for me, and I keep complaining that I don’t have this or don’t have that and don’t have a close friend these days… how do you think He feels when He hears me say such things? I’m sure He is sad. He gave me life, He gave me love, He gave me strenght, He gave me faith, He gave me hope, He gave me all His attention and His help and support, He gave me everything, and then he hears me complain? Oh my, I am so sorry God, I am so sorry.
I feel so horrible and selfish. Why can’t I give Him back all this love? Why can’t I understand His powerful majesty every second of my life, why do I complain, why do I only hope to get things I want? Why can’t I be giving in return, instead of complaining? Give Him a little bit of love, of attention, of respect? How can I do that? I feel so weak, I have no strenght, He is everything that keeps me alive, oh almighty Savior, how can I tell you how much I love you.
Please help me love you as much as you do for me. You are my everything.
I trust you, just take my life Lord ! All for your glory!
Romains 15:13
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.
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Reason to live
This week, during my trip to Philadelphia in Pennsylvania, God touched my heart and made me realize something so essential. The reason to live ! I realized how much the center of everything is God ! Nothing’s worth more than God, He is everything, nothing’s more important than Him. Everything on earth is vanity. Loving the things from the world, it’s like piling up wind. The only thing that will ever be there/exist/stay it’s our relationship with our Lord Jesus-Christ, our almighty God, Creator of the universe. The things of the world are just taking us far from Him, slowing us down in our spiritual walk and taking our toughts far from God. Because of those, we miss oportunities and blessings God prepared for us.
My reason to live, it’s God. He created me, He has a plan for my life, and if I love the things from the present world, my hearth isn’t at the good place. It’s for that reason I have to hate everything from this world. I must hate fashion, hate the models publicity and movies are showing us, hate television, hate greediness, hate excess in everything. I must hate everything I hardly want to love, hate all the nice cars, style, design, collections, yes: I must hate everything I so badly want to love, because it takes God’s place in my life, in my heart.
But what should I love ? I should love God above all. Loving to do His will, honor and respect my parents, superiors, church leaders. Loving to worship God, loving to listen and speak to God, loving to praise Him. Loving to obey.
Loving the sinners, loving to share the truth about God and salvation, loving to share the way to find eternal life with God ! Loving truth. Loving to read His Holy Word. It’s all I want. And all this can be said in two word: Love God.
Ecclesiaste 2.11
Then I looked on all the works that my hands had wrought, and on the labour that I had laboured to do: and, behold, all was vanity and vexation of spirit, and there was no profit under the sun.
1 John 4.19
We love him, because he first loved us.
And as God was speaking to me that way, I heard a song on a CD my brother gave me. It was Made to Love by Toby Mac. The Lord really took all the necesary ways to speak to me while my vacation in Philadelphia, I just couldn’t ignore him ! Here is the lyrics :
The dream is fading, now I’m staring at the door
I know its over cause my feet have hit the cold floor
Check my reflection, I ain’t feelin what I see
It’s no mystery
Whatever happened to a passion I could live for?
What became of the flame that made me feel more?
And when did i forget that… I was made to love You
I was made to find You
I was made just for You
Made to adore You
I was made to love
And be loved by You
You were here before me
You were waiting on me
And you said you’d keep me
Never would you leave me
I was made to love
and be loved by YouThe dream’s alive with my eyes opened wide
Back in the ring You’ve got me swinging for the grand prize
I feel the haters is spittin vapors on my dreams
But I still believe
I’m reachin out, reachin up, reachin over
I feel a breeze cover me called Jehovah
And Daddy I’m on my way
Cause I was made to love…I was made to love You
I was made to adore You, made just for You
(Repeat 3x)Anything I would give up for You
Everything, I’d give it all away
(Repeat 3x)I was made to love You
I was made to adore You, made just for You
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Psalm 107.6
It was last month. I felt I was at the end of everything, desespered, with no hope. I had the impression that God wasn’t listening to my prayers, I didn’t know what to do! So I opened my Bible, and this is what i read:
Psalm 107.6
Then they cried out to the LORD in their trouble, and he delivered them from their distress.
You have no idea how good I felt when I read this. To feel God talking to me, nothing is more reassuring. It’s like if He has told me: I’m beside you and I listen.
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